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Christmas is here again. And it always marks the coming to an end of the old year.

I shall try to be retrospective and look back into the last year.

As like previous years, 2008 has been another exciting and tumultuous, energizing and enervating, magical and mystifying, clarifying and baffling, as well as gratifying and regretful year for me. Luckily, it has always been more good than bad. =)

This has been the year when I graduated after 4 years in NUS. This was the year when I had my most draining semester trying to complete a thesis in the midst of drama and emotional inertia. I am just glad that I had a lot of support from some rather key friends in my life, notably WT, PQ, XY, Ray, Small Bird, IT Darren and E. And thankfully I got a rather decent grade too! Graduating with a Second Class Upper, I fell short of my goal 4 years back, but like I always tell myself (and usually always on hindsight, shoot for the moon and even if you miss, you would land up among the stars).

Having "retired" from DB, I am always grateful for the experiences. There have been so many good moments and down episodes in both the sport and in OKR. I knew I have grown so much stronger, mentally and physically there. And I have made some really good friends and taught me alot of lessons. Mainly about how much I can push myself if I want to, and how much focus and concentration is needed to accomplish amazing feats.

Simultaneously, DB has also taught me the evil, bitchy, overly competitive, hypocritical, selfish and narrow-mindedness of people. A good stepping stone into the rather cruel world that I will soon be stepping into. Luckily, DB also taught me that there will always be people I can turn to, if I would only just knock on their doors. =)

I also joined Toastmasters in NUS. Best decision ever I should say, in the development of a wider perspective of the working world. Gotten to learn more about public speaking, networking, giving feedback in a positive way and reacting to public embarrassments in a more gracious way. Got to know some really interesting people there too. Most importantly, they have given me the motivation and confidence to speak up before I speak out, and to think through before I speak up.

After graduation, I took up an internship at the Singapore Civil Service College. There I learnt more about the public service and CSCI's functions as a department in this statutory board. I had good mentors who were very kind in guiding me and very flexible in letting me do what needed to be done. At the job, I learned about work productivity through James Allen's book and that spurred me into doing more research about GTD and productivity theory. I cant say that Im now the most organized and productive person in the world, but at least I know where my faults lie.

Been helping out at PPC and am really glad to get to know a more intellectual and social side of the community besides all its usual "vices" (and of course, such judgments is always relative). Wish I can contribute more when I return.

Lastly, the long awaited journey to my trip to Japan. Japanese classes at Bunka were so fun and tiring of course, especially after school or work. But Im glad to have made friends there too, esp. Jade. Hope that we can converse in Japanese when I return!

And of course, the Fall semester here at Waseda is coming to an end real soon. A few more weeks after the Winter Holiday will be the Spring Holiday. Glad to have made a lot of friends with very different perspectives about their own lives, cultures and stories. My Intercultural Communications class, Collapse of Complex Societies class, Global Environmental Systems class, Global Environment Politics and Policies class and of course, my Japanese classes all have been great, enriching and edifying! I believe I have learnt so much, and made really good friends too! People like Satoshi, Michi, Shoji, Arisa, Aya, Junya and so many more. And even outside of classes, I made friends like Masao and Hide through other friends.

Having made friends through the JSA like Eng Seng, Hor See, Stephanie, Ee Phong, Goi and more made me realise that there is more to Japan than just school and sushi. Coming to Japan taught me that its not just about Japan. Its about home too. And of course the Singapore classmates who came along with me. Even though Im older, one should keep an open mind about who's junior and who's senior in hierarchical Japan. They have taught me alot of things too.

And of course, Im so glad to have met Yoshi again after so long. And am thankful for Ms Oochi's guardianship. And also to Eddie who has been so much like my elder brother here in Japan.

Last but not least, I am very grateful for my family. Especially to my parents who have supported me in so many ways. =)

In short, it was a very, very, very good year.

I don't need any more presents. I already got them. =)
ganbatene, baka inu
Just a sudden spurt of inspiration to pen my unedited thoughts.

Life in Japan has been great. It has been a real learning experience for me so far. For someone who has never been on exchange (having, to some extent, mindlessly devoting myself to my extra curricular activities these last 4 years and severely miscalculating the opportunity costs), this trip to Japan has opened my eyes to many things and issues.

Probably the most salient issue is that of national identity. Being a foreigner in the famous Japan -- that is in some cases subtle and in many blantant, xenophobic -- I have come to understand and appreciate my own identity as a Singaporean a lot more. And even more so when many of the classmates I have met are either foreigners or Japanese with a lot of international exposures. And through their stories (especially in Introduction to Intercultural Communications class), I get to hear many stories and see from their perspectives what it means to be Japanese, or whichever nationality that they come from. And of course, their stories have gotten me to think about what it means for me to be Singaporean.

I sometimes wonder why so many students were encouraged to go abroad for exchanges in NUS. I half suspect that, after going abroad, a sense of national identity and pride swells. Well, it did at least for me. I am very happy to talk about my country, how clean, how efficient and how much cheaper (compared to Tokyo) Singapore is. Of course, I try to objectify Singapore's image and remind them about the high prices for tobacco and alcohol and the death penalty for drug possession. But that only makes me appreciate the policies that the Singapore government has made with regard to these issues.

Perhaps because of me, being who I am, rather than get all hyped up about seeing the beautiful kouyou, or autumn foilage, or the snow covered whiteness of the northern parts, I get more concerned with the human aspects of my own surroundings. Yes, the physical environment is beautiful, but I would rather spend my time drinking coffee inside a warm cafe with friends, or even a (cheap) can of beer on the cold sidewalk along Waseda dori with Tosh. To me, the development of human relationships bears a different kind of beauty. A hello or a smile along the corridor, a touching story of their adapting to foreign environments in ICC class, or even just the silly jesting of nonsensical phrases in Japanese class. These are the moments that get me going.

At the same time, me being a political science major, have this tendency to be bogged down with the more depressing issues of the wider environment. The global recession and its impacts on companies are huge. But take the trickle effects even further, what would be the multiplied effects on the people, especially the poorer segments. And what about the environment that is so intimately linked with poverty? These are issues that bug me and no amount of brown leaves can alleviate the heavy thoughts that weigh my mind.

Of course, as usual, I think too much. =)

I guess being 25, and having to constantly repeat to my friends who ask, that I am 25, pricks my mind to ask, "so what does being 25 mean?" A quarter of my life has passed (assuming I would live till 100) and what am I doing here in Japan that might help me contribute to the betterment of the wider environment? How can I serve and give to making it easier for my fellow humans to breathe better? And this coming from the guy who has yet to find a job, and who might continue to be jobless because of the difficult economic conditions and language barriers.

And again, I think too much. =)

So these some of the issues that I am constantly thinking these last 3 months. Less about where I am going to travel (though I still want to see some specific spots), less about what delicious sashimi I am going to eat (though I really want to try going to Tsukiji Fish Market at 4 am in the morning), less about when I am finally going to fill that bathtub of mind and soak in there for an hour (cos my heater bill eats my money faster than the dropping of oil prices) and less about who I am going to try to get into bed with (cos some foreigners here seem to be more preoccupied with the idea of a more intimate form of "inter-cultural exchange" of the biblical kind). But its nonetheless interesting that I should be so strung up by the tensions of such dialectical brooding.

In conclusion, I am really appreciating and enjoying my time in Japan!
ganbatene, baka inu
I wish life was this "effortless," which by the way, is the name of this ad



But, watch this making of the video, and you'd know, that it takes a lot of effort to be effortless.

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Sorry people. I like Hanakimi's soundtrack! the upbeat ones sure are energizing!































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Thanks to a Ms Caithlin Brown, I spent my renyuu, or long holiday weekend watching the Japanese drama, Hanazakari no Kimitachi e. Thanks Caithlin!

Here are the opening and ending songs from Youtube.

Ikenai Taiyo by Orange Range


Hoo イケナイ太陽 Na Na Na・・・

チョットでいいから 見せてくれないか
お前のセクシー・フェロモンで オレ メロメロ

Ah ふれちゃいそう でもイケナイの!
徐々に高なる鼓動 止められないわ

交わす言葉の記憶遠く 口元の動きに揺れ動く
濡れた髪を撫でた そしてAh~~~~~?

ABC 続かない そんなんじゃダメじゃない
だってココロの奥は違うんじゃない?
オレの青春 そんなもんじゃない 熱く奥で果てたいよ
きっとキミじゃなきゃ やだよ
オレはイケナイ太陽 Na Na Na・・・

「赤い糸」なんて絵空事でも下心でさ

Ikenai taiyou Na Na na na na
Chotto de ii kara Misete kurenai ka
Omae no sekushii feromon de Ore Meromero

Ah furechaisou Demo Ikenai no!
Jojo ni takanaru kodou Tomerarenai wa

Kawasu kotoba no Kioku tooku Kuchimoto no ugoki ni yureugoku
Nureta kami wo nadeta Soshite Ah

ABC Tsuzukanai Sonnan ja Dame ja nai
Datte Kokoro no oku wa chigaun ja nai?
Ore no seishun Sonna mon ja nai Atsuku oku de hatetai yo
Kitto Kimi ja nakya Ya da yo Ore wa Ikenai taiyou Na Na

Peach by Otsuka Ai


taiyou sansan
moriagaru kotoshi wa uta itai
kibun runrun
nomitai houdai waraitai

yureru yureru kokoro ni
dokidoki shitai na
soremo sou kana rakuen
ah~ ah~ ah~
natsu da ne

peach
hikkurikaeru ai no mark
itten de fuantei dakara
sugu itten suru dakedo
kaeshite miseru yo

peach
hikkurikaeru ai no mark
nanbai mono power ga hitsuyou
ganbatte miseru yo
aishichau kara

yuu'utsu ni bye bye
sonna hima wa nai motta inai
dappi de bye bye
ii tokoro mitara chance desho

hitamukisa ga daiji nee
wasureta ano hi
itsu no ma ni yogoreta n da
ah~ ah~ ah~
tsukushimaasu

peach
oishii darake no yuuwaku
sukoshi kurai shinpai shitatte ii janai
shinjiteru kedo

peach
oshiri ga hoshii kereba ageru wa
sashigeteki na yoru to iyashi no asa yooi suru ne

suikonda naka ni zatteta akuma to tenshi
osedo osedo hiki
moto ni kaeshitara
high touch !

peach !
nanigoto mo balance
otagai my pace
rhythm ni awasete
JUMP! JUMP!

peach !
yappa isshoni iyou yo
iru beki da yo
kigen nao shite tanoshi mou you no natsu wo

peach
hikkurikaeru ai no mark
nanbai mono power ga hitsuyou
ganbatte miseru yo

aishichau kara

aishichau kara

aishichau kara

I have never really been a drama person, but I must profess, I simply love this serial! Especially the characters Ashiya and Nakatsu! Both of which the actors received Best Actress and Best Supporting Actor! the show won Best Drama too! I like Yusuke, the ghost-reading, aura-detecting guy as well! And Dr Omeda as well! These characters say such thought-provoking quotes.
ganbatene, baka inu
Sushi. Thanks Satoshi for showing this to me! Its hilarious!

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You can tell im a Bleach Fan. Love EP 17! Its called Hitohira no hanabira by Stereo Pony, a three woman band.

Anime version, abridged song



Fan Art version, full song



MV, full song




ヒトヒラの ハナビラが 揺れている 僕のとなりで今
hitohira no hanabira ga yurete iru boku no tonari de ima

間違った 恋だったそんな事 思いたくはない
machigatta koi datta sonna koto omoitaku wa nai

テーブルの向こう 暗い顔してる
tel no mukou kurai kao shiteru

切り出す コトバに 怯えてんだ
kiridasu kotoba ni obietenda

いったいいつから僕ら こんなキモチに
ittai itsu kara bokura konna kimochi ni

気づかないふり続けてたんだ?
kizukanai furi tsuzukete tanda

出逢った日のような あの透き通る風の中で
deatta hi no you na ano suki tooru kaze no naka de

やり直せるのなら もう一度 抱きしめたい
yarinaoseru no nara mou ichido dakishimetai

ヒトヒラの ハナビラが 揺れている 僕のとなりで今
hitohira no hanabira ga yurete iru boku no tonari de ima

間違った 恋だった そんな事 思いたくはない
machigatta koi datta sonna koto omoitaku wa nai


好きだった はずだった いつだって声が聞きたくなるほど
suki datta hazu datta itsu datte koe ga kikitaku naru hodo

それなのに 手が届く先の君が 見えなくなりそうだ
sore nanoni te ga todoku saki no kimi ga mienaku narisouda


平気だってすぐ我慢してたのは
heiki datte sugu gaman shiteta nowa

きっと僕たちの悪いトコで
kitto bokutachi no warui toko de

いっつも一緒にいたいって 想ってたのに
itsumo issho ni itaitte omotteta noni

すれ違いは現実を変えた?
surechigai wa genjitsu wo kaeta

出逢った日のような あの柔らかな笑顔だって
deatta hi no you na ano yawaraka na egao datte

すぐに取り戻せる 気がしてた 抱きしめたい
sugu ni tori modoseru ki ga shiteta dakishimetai


ヒトヒラの ハナビラが 揺れている 僕のとなりで今


hitohira no hanabira ga yurete iru boku no tonari de ima

間違った 恋だった そんな事 思いたくはない
machigatta koi datta sonna koto omoitaku wa nai

黙ったままの君の手のひら
damatta mama no kimi no te no hira

たどり着いたナミダがハジけた
tadori tsuita namida ga hajiketa

こんな僕たちの 時間を巻き戻して・・・
konna bokutachi no jikan wo maki modoshite


ヒトヒラの ハナビラが 舞い落ちた 僕のとなりで今
hitohira no hanabira ga mai ochita boku no tonari de ima

間違った 恋だった なんて忘れられるはずはないんだ
machigatta koi datta nante wasurerareru hazu wa nainda


好きだった 好きだった いまだってすがりつきたくなるほど

suki datta suki datta ima datte sugari tsukitaku naru hodo

それなのに 手が届く先の君が 見えなくなりそうだ
sore nanoni te ga todoku saki no kimi ga mienaku narisouda

A single flower petal brushes against my skin
I don't want to believe
our romance was a mistake

We've got a bad, bad habit of saying "everything's fine" and bottling it up
I always thought about how i wanted to be with you forever
but we don't see eye to eye
I assumed i could always make you smile
in that soft, gentle way of yours
like when we first met
I want to hold you...

A single flower petal brushes against my skin
I don't want to believe
our romance was a mistake
I thought I loved you
I wanted to hear your voice more and more
and while my hand still reaches yours,
I can't see what your future holds.
ganbatene, baka inu
'Under capitalism, man exploits man. Under socialism, its the other way around.'

-- Economist, J.K. Galbraith
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Hey Peepz! Finally accumulated enough photos to warrant a posting! Just some of the more interesting parts of my regular life in Japan.

This is the Japanese Airlines Urayasu Dormitary. This is where I stay. Its a dorm mainly for the employees of JAL, as well as its dedicated rugby team. I stay on the fifth floor somewhere on the left end.


Every morning, I take a 15 to 20 minute hike to the train station. 15 minute by Tokyo speed, and 20 minute by Singapore leisurely walking speed. This picture is the first leg of the hike.


This is the second leg.


This is the third leg. An unlit, open corridor. Is rather cold and dark when I return at night. It gets pretty freaky when someone decides to take a stroll at night. I sees these moving shadows but don't know who they are or what they are doing.


The fourth leg. A rather scenic corridor. As I go towards the station, students in all shapes and sizes in all sorts of clothes or the lack of them, from the nearby Meikai University walk past me.


Autumn is browning the leaves rather quickly.


The fifth leg. I get to the shopping centres and just beyond them is the train station.

Took some random pictures of my room. Today, I'm featuring my toilet!


Picked up the towel hanger from the 100 yen shop. Picked up the Snoopy towel from the trash of a tenant that recently moved out. It was still packed and unused when I found it. How convenient!


My toiletries basket! From left to right: Hand soap, dish washing detergent, Bosch and Lomb saline solution, Keihls hair styling cream, Keihls moisturizer 1, Keihls moisturizer 2, Keihls toner, Oral B floss, Listerine mouth wash, Johnson and Johnson's body moisturizer, toilet paper, toilet deodorant and facial cottons.

Trying to keep moisturized! The air in Japan right now is cold and rather arid. So one tends to moisturize rather frequently. Especially the lips. Some shops sell lip moisturizers in huge sticks, or in multiples of 5s. This is pretty indicative of how much moisturizing a typical Japanese needs to maintain their rather beautiful complexions.


I could not resist buying this huge honey grapes. Compare the individual grapes with the Singapore one dollar coin... They were huge and sweet!


Another marvelous invention: the water proofer. I spray this on my shoes to guard against the rain.
Bought a pair of gloves for 15o0 yen from Uniqlo. I typically cant feel my hands or my face when I reach back the dorm after the 20 minute walk in the cold wind from the station.

Another great invention, the ear digger with spiral ends!


And lastly, dedicated coin boxes for my coin denominations. Japan uses ALOT of coins. And these boxes are made just to fit in the different coins! Very useful and handy!


Met Teddy, Benny and Paul for lunch. Ted and Ben were in Tokyo for a holiday. They were going to meet Paul. I just happened to be invited to a very nice meal at an izakaya. This is crab in a shell on a hot stove.


My first sushi!


Crispy onigiri! Yum!


Went to Michael's dorm to be a spectator his dorm's annual kibasen competition. The men have to be shirtless to play this rather rough sport of body tug-o-war. Michael warms up for the first game.


And everyone typically decorates their body with salacious or menacing words. In this case, humourous. Michael had "Free Hug" written on him, while his friend had "Sex Bomb" and when you put both of them together and read the words horizontally, you get guffaws of laughter.



The general carries the flag and rallies the residents of North Wing together.


The North Wing war cry.


"We are going to pounce on them like tigers! purrr..."


The generals of the South Wing and West Wing shake hands on top of their "horses."


The game, Kibasen goes like this. Guys in groups of 4, form a "horse" and a "rider." There are two opposing camps. Each team is divided into the attacking force and the defending force. The defending force surrounds their general and put up a fortress to protect their general. The attacking force tears down the opposing team's defending force to get to their general. The first team that forces the other's general onto the ground wins.

The attacking tactic, is to force individual horses and their rider out of their fortress by forcefully pulling them out. And the force the rider onto the grown as seen below.


As the rider tugs and pulls, the three men below, the horse, is to ensure that the rider does not fall down or gets thrown to the ground. If any one of the three men falls or touches the ground with any part of their body besides their feet, he is disqualified, leaving the rider with only two guys to form the horse. If one more guy below is disqualified, the rider is left with one guy below him to support him on his back or shoulders. If the rider is pushed to the grown, the entire team of 4 gets disqualified.


The game is rather ruthless and violent, riders engage in pulls, pulls, and resistance; while the horses below engage in their own violent, and rather clandestine punches, scratches and screeches.


In this first game, the North Wing's attacking force broke through the West Wing's fortress to get to the general.


And all at once, three teams attacked the general simultaneously and won.


At the end of the game, the two teams face each other. The losing general offers his congratulations to the winning team, while the winning general offers his thanks



And each team sings their own war cry, claps and bows.

And that was the end of the first game. There were 12 games, as there were 4 Wings. Each wing fights the other 3 wings once. It went on until at night.

It was very exciting! Alumni, friends and parents all came down to cheer on their juniors, friends and sons.


Went to Shinagawa to apply for my work permit.


Shinagawa is a major intersecting station for many train lines, as well as financial buildings.



The good thing about Japan, for travelers, is that there are a lot of directional signages that include English.


Participated in the Waseda Sports Day! Went for 2 hour introductory classes for Gymnastics and Aikido! Boy, did I learn much! Am thinking of doing Aikido after I get back home! Got a body deodorant and a Sports Centre flag for my participation. Because I participated in two classes, I got two sets!


Went to watch a Noh performance at Kagurazaka. My friend Emi was performing. But I did not manage to catch her act because I had to go back school for lessons.

I did managed to catch the comedic part of the Noh performance though. Unfortunately I did not understand a single Japanese they said.


The stage was pretty impressive though! It was a pavilion WITHIN a theatre. And with traditional Japanese motifs, no less.

The Singaporeans at the Nishi-Waseda dorm, an international students dorm not far from school, invited me to their hot pot dinner! Aik Heng bought the pot!



So Siyun, Choon Meng, Yiting and Aik Heng (in red) cooked up a storm!


It was really fun to eat with them! Thinking we might do this more often.

I went to the areas outside of Disney to do a field work homework!


Kids playing at a fountain.


Disney greets the incoming commuters and visitors.

Below are bronze statues of famous Disney cartoon characters that lined the bridge that led to Disneyland.


Mickey Mouse with wide open arms.


Minnie, thinking of her Mickey.


Donald Duck beckons!

As Daisy Duck gets surprised!


Goofy wonders what is going on!


So Pinnochio tells Jimmy T Cricket.

The White Rabbit (is that his name?) checks to make sure he has enough time.

Tinkerbell says, "Yes!" And do you know that Tinkerbell has gotten her own full length movie?

I dunno who this is, but he looks all ready to go!


So is Dumbo and his mouse friend!


And who is this?!


Pluto just sticks his tongue out at quizzical me.


The festivity of Halloween and Christmas fills the air.



Lastly, Mickey and Minnie invites the guests to stay in the luxurious Disney Resort.


I wonder if I will ever get to stay in there!