im giving myself until 20th March.

its nothing much. not much left in me.

we all have our journeys. looking back at past entries. i feel like i've personally been through a lot.

looking back since the last race. the last race, regatta. was when it wll started. another journey. the next race is this weekend, mr 500. and look what's happened.

what was my motivation to stay. is now my motivation to...

contextualize, contextualize, contextualize.

its not as bad as it seems. its better then i think.

do i sound disjointed? maybe cos i've lost track of my thoughts. i dont know whats going on anymore.

20th March. till then. let me whine.