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One exam down. another one to go. yesh.

I enjoy reading blogs sometimes.

I get to see a lot of hostility, ignorance, foolishness, selfishness, idiocy, close-mindedness, mis-placed priorities, arrogance and stupidity, and then laugh and feel better about myself.

Even my own.
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Did you know that Sharon Au went to Waseda's SILS programme?

Its the same one that Im going.

You know what that means?

Sharon Au is my de-facto senior!

Maybe I should call her shi1 jie3!
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Been watching Code Geass while studying for my exams! The anime is not bad. lots of fighting, strategy, relationship criss crossing, hidden identities, people dying; and people fighting because of the past to create a better future, and oftentimes each person's vision contradicts with one another, to the point of exclusion.

I'd say it makes for a pretty interesting case study of politics in the world today.

My favourite part (and this is such a himbotic dampener to the seriousness of the mood) is the song! Here are two videos, one is an mv of the movie, and the other is the mv of the actual group. enjoy! The song is called "Colours" by Flow





自分を 世界さえも 変えてしまえそうな
Jibun wo sekai saemo kaete shimaesouna
瞬間は いつもすぐそばに。。。
Shunkan wa itsumo sugu sobani…
The moment that changes me and the world is always right here with me

隠せぬ苛たちと たち尽くす自分を みつめ
Kakusenu iratachi to tachi tsukusu jibun wo mitsume
With the irritation I can’t hide, I look at myself who is exhausted.

迷いながら 悩みながら 悔みながら 決めればいいさ
Mayoinagara nayaminagara kuyaminagara kimerebaii sa
All the indecision, anguish, regrets, I chose to use

君がくれた 言葉ひとつ 戸惑いは消え去り
Kimegakureta kotoba hitotsu tomadoi wa kiesari
Just the one word you gave me and the confusion vanishes

からっぽだった 僕の部屋に 光が射した
Karappo datta boku no heya ni hikari ga sashita
and the light shines into my room that was once empty

見上げた大空が 青く澄み切ってゆく
Miageta oozora ga aokusumikitte yuku
The sky I looked up at was blue and perfectly clear,
とざした 窓を ひらくことを決めた
Tozashita mado wo hiraku koto wo kimeta
I decided to open the window that was locked
自分を 世界さえも かえてしまえそうな
Jibun wo sekai saemo kaete shimaesouna
瞬間は いつもすぐそばに…
Shunkan wa itsumo sugu sobani…
The moment that changes me and the world is always right here with me

満たせぬ日常に あるはずの答えを 探して
Mitasenu nichijou ni aruhazu no kotae wo sagashite
In the unsatisfying everyday life, I’m looking for the answer that should exist

あさひに独り 柔らかな声に 振り向けば
Asahi ni hitori yawarakana koe ni furi mukeba
Alone in the morning sun, I turn towards a gentle voice

眩い日射しの中 ふと君が微笑む
Mabayui hizashi no naka futo kimi ga hohoemu
In the dazzling sunlight, you casually smiled
とざした 窓が ひらきそうになる
Tozashita mado ga hirakisou ni naru
And opened the window that was closed
自分を 世界さえも かえてしまえそうな
Jibun wo sekai saemo kaete shimaesouna
存在は 僕の目の前に。。。
Sonzai wa boku no me no mae ni…
The existence that changes me and the world is here right in front of my eyes…

見上げた大空が 青く澄み切ってゆく
Miageta oozora ga aoku sumikitte yuku
The sky I looked up at was blue and perfectly clear,
とざした 窓を ひらくことを決めた
Tozashita mado wo hiraku koto wo kimeta
I decided to open the window that was locked
自分を 世界さえも かえてしまえそうな
Jibun wo sekai sae mo kaete shimaesouna
瞬間を 感じるいまここに。。。
Shunkan wo kanjiru ima koko ni….
I feel the moment, that changes me and the world ,right here right now and here…
光へと 両手を伸ばして。。。
Hikari e to ryoute wo nobashite
Stretch both your hands towards the light

心を吹抜ける 空の色 香る風
Kokoro wo fukinukeru sora no iro kaoru kaze
The colour of the sky and fragant wind lets your heart blow open
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I need to look for a new lap top.

I can't be going to Japan with a lap that's dying on me and without warranty.

And I should take this opportunity still as a student to use the discounted prices for lap tops in my school.

Wanna leave this lap top in Singapore for anyone who needs to use it.

Im looking at Macbook. Retail price is $3,494.80. Student price is $2,630.06. Thats like about $900 cheaper. Is it any good?

Too bad my school does not sell Macbook Air. That would be so cool.
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One thing i hate about political science, is that I know way too much bad things happening in the world than is good for my poor humanitarian heart. :(

One good thing i like about political science, is that now I know there way way too much bad things happening in this world than to be complaining about how badly Im going to be doing for this semester. :)

Then again the reason why Im probably going to do badly for this semester is because of my political science modules. :(

Its a love-hate relationship I tell you. O_o
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remember Jerry, the rat who visited my room? I think it was on a mission.

These adverts tell it all. :)



War
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"Why do people go to war?"

"Because they don't use their words."
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I bought something with the good intention of advancing health benefits.

I would feel pretty unappreciated if the first question asked was "how much?"
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Hey Peepz! Food update!

Just trying out new places and more and different kinds of food!

See and Salivate! hope to find an interesting place to bring my family out for dinner!

First up! Liang Seah Street. Have been there for dinner consecutively on weekends. Why? Because something has been wrong with my lap top. Darren got it fixed last week. but the new fan could not work. so had to meet him again the following weekend to get it fixed again. hiaz. oh. and he works at sim lim. so naturally eat at bugis lor! haha!


Vietnamese food along Liang Seah Street. The service was fast. the food was cold though. I wonder if vietnamese food is usually cold. The place was relatively desserted. So the atmosphere was pretty cold too. haha!!!

but as i usually say, its usually less about the food, and more about the company. Though I think Darren would think otherwise. haha!


had some korean food! interesting dish. its like a big mash of potato, chicken and other ingredients in a spicy and relatively salty stew. but at least this one was hot. and the place was crowded.


Ah Chew's dessert! I like that place. Nice decor. Always crowded. had some water chestnut with herbal jelly. Its pretty good. Wished it was colder though. You can't see much, cos someone took the picture after I was done slurping it down! but nice anyway.

its a great place to chill out. chances of meeting friends there are pretty high. Met Daniel from my unit and his girlfriend there. something about desserts i'm telling you. If i would open a food and beverage shop, its going to be a dessert place! like cafe with cakes and sweet stuff!


Cafe Cartel at Bishan. The food was pretty good. pretty filling. the atmosphere was rowdy. why? cos Bishan is a student's place. A lot of memories from my days studying there. there is always an indefinite number of kids. even the waiters were students! and they were so busy. I had to call them a few times just to get cutlery. At times I got up to find cups for water. Ah well, and they were pretty worn out. cos none of them smiled. customer service is definitely NOT what you'd expect highly of here.

still, I got introduced to Aunty Amy's Chew Chocolate Fudge Cake. its absolutely sinful! I seldom eat cakes, let alone chocolate cakes. and I must say, this is one of the better ones. Also, the memory that comes with eating that cake is priceless. Strongly recommend this cake!


Ikea at Alexander. Not sure if they are moving out or doing some major renovation, but was glad the restaurant was open. Its been a loooong time I've had their famous swedish meatballs! There was also the healthier oven baked fish and chicken wings. the fries are obviously, well, fried.

I used to walk around Ikea, and always jokingly grab my friends, and go "honey, do you think this bed would fit our decor?" hahaha! like playing masat masat (?). playing house. where we go about pretending we have a home of our own, and we were go shopping to decorate it. still, the family atmosphere there is delightful. until the kids start screaming.

Its been a month of chocolates! I've been eating and getting all sorts of chocolates! These are some of the chocolates i've gotten!


Jade-san went to Hokkaido and had soooo much fun there. she said she brought back alot of chocolates, but her colleagues finished them up for her! she managed to save ONE white chocolate biscuit for me. Well, let me be contented, yar? it was very very nice! Hokkaido white chocolate and butter cookie, if im not mistaken. wah... oishii!!! amai!!! daisuki desu you! hayaku nihon e itte, zenbu chokoreeto o tabetai desu!!!!


Echt gave me one chocolate gotten from a friend who came back from Germany. German chocolates!!!! wahhhh. also another level of chocolates altogether. definitely of higher quality than my usual cadbury. which i attribute it to my expanding waistline.

Still, I wanna go to Germany to try out all the chocolates too!


Star also very nice! got me this special addition, raspberry flavoured meltykisses! it really melts in your mouth. japanese chocolates again. wah. i've tried the strawberry and green tea one. this one is the best. maybe cos Star got it for me, during times of dire stress.

Alan also very nice. always baking apple crumbles for his friends. he gave me three slices! I finished them before i even took any pictures. oops! they really were pretty delicious too! Love the almond flakes and cookie base which give the soft insides a crunchy texture. A sensual experience for the mouth.

***

Its the last week of school. Still have THREE submissions all converged on one day. I really have to get back to doing work. I still have my Japanese intermediate 1 test this wednesday. and my last arabic class this friday. once my submissions are done, i would have only TWO exams with lots of time in between! woot! Still, I got to focus first!

Once that's all over! its going to be a busy busy busy holiday before I go to Japan.

Some of the plans include an internship at Civil Service College, ways and means to get back my 6 packs, meet up friends I haven't met for the longest time, and the many engagements I've declined due to work and other commitments, all sorts of administrative preparation for the trip, accelerating my understanding of Japanese, and i wanna take some courses in Mandarin to brush up, and i wanna learn how to cook! so many things.

and finally, most importantly, and i can hear approving sighs of relief all around me, i will be GOING HOME! hahaha!!! will be shifting back slowly, slowly, slowly. bit by bit. Thank you to my friends who volunteered to help me move house! haha!! i will ask for help if i need it.

all right! that's an update for now! hope everyone is doing fine!

visited my grandma yesterday. she's been a little ill. can't help worrying for her. hope she takes her garlic and milk and medicine and get well soon.

As a school recluse, it was nice to have physically, unexpectedly and pleasantly met a few people along the way. Met Jon, Don and Titus at Borders, met Aeron and Sunny around school, saw Janice at the benches, go waylaid by Roman in the canteen, dragged Gareth to dinner with me, always meeting Di in the library, said hi to a busy busy daryl. then getting occasional messages from the other daryl, keith and felix.

and of course Dad would call me most often! hee hee.

and i hear my work calling me now...
ganbatene, baka inu
here are few shout outs!

Happy Birthday Gareth! Let's going drinking one fine day. and Clubbing too! oh, and get over it.

To Ben and Shah, work hard for your exams!

To my favourite ladies, JW, val, Liz and Mich, make lots of money!!!

To Air, hope your wrist heals soon!

To Clay, Jia you for your exams in 5 weeks!

To Roman, nice meeting you! and study hard!

To Felix-san, ganbaru-yo! teach me how to dive!

To Keith, dun play tennis le! get out of bed and do your mindmaps!

To Alan, can't wait for that massage!

To small bird, take care of your skin!

To Janice, good luck with your group projects!

To Pang Kwang Haw, 'nuff said.

To Star, register for your course already!

To Daddy, Lean Sigma!

To Mommy, 25 forever!

To Kor, should learn Korean?

To Ann, where can i learn diving?

To Ray, relax, breathe, it will be all over.

To Melvin, we are here for you.

To Kai, jia you for your design and good luck with your stupid lao po.

To Sunny, may you find that someone soon!

To XY, this is your pilot speaking.

To Matt, good luck with your broadcasting job!

To Ms Wen, Hugz!!!

To Jul, thanks for the lap top! waiting for Eugene to pop the question!

To Jeff, jia you!

To Echt, had enough sleep? haha!!!

To Me, end it now, take a bath and get to work! *bish*
ganbatene, baka inu
im still alive. but barely. HT is submitted. really think i screwed it up. but lets not go there anymore. I'd be glad (and lucky) if I got a B. hiaz.

still have a 100% essay to do. so rushing this. its on NGOs in Japan with regards to foreign migrants. there is so much discrimination going on there towards Filipinos, Nikkeijins, Iranians, women and men. why is there so much discrimination in this world? the idealist would wish the world was beautiful. the pragmatist would say its not practical. can there be an idealistic pragmatist and a pragmatic idealist? east is east and west west and never the twain shall meet?

ah, so many things happening at the same time. yet nothing much is happening. ah. beautiful paradoxes.

am planning, and thinking far ahead. somehow, im losing grip of present reality, of deadlines and exams. perhaps only cos i feel better that way.

i know i havent been home for a super duper long time. my friends chide me for that. and i usually laugh it off. I always feel, its not as if I love my family any less. Sometimes, in fact, I do wish i was home (idealistically), only circumstances make me stay and do work in the library (pragmatic choices). still, somehow, I can't wait to move back home. yet, i can bear to live this room i've carved a nice nest out of for myself. ah more paradoxes.

just quick updates with what else have been happening.

laptop fan crashed. on April's Fools. just after HT and before i started my next essay. spent a day trying to keep calm. i tried to get it fixed at IBM centre at science. but they wont accept it, cos the warranty has expired. to send it IBM at Changi would take two weeks. Im telling you. God was definitely playing a practical joke on me. and boy was it not funny.

Luckily, Darren was so kind as to help me get it fixed at less time and less cost! and Jul, darling Jul was so so so so kind (and only since she's not using hers as she has graduated) as to lend me her laptop. that helped me tide the crisis a little. so i have to so thank her!!! thanks jul!!!

i got it back last night. it worked perfectly. then this morning, it broke down again. so had to call up darren again. went out to meet him. he teststed it at the mrt, and it was spoilt. so he brought it to sim lim. and i went back to school to work. so tired by that time. then he messaged to tell me it was working perfectly again at sim lim. O_o. I think there is some electromagnetic field in my room that prevents my lap top from not working. and its working now. herm... maybe it would crash again tomorrow. choy!

Treated best buddy, Kwang Pang Haw dinner last night after work. he got angry with me for broaching on a taboo subject. sorry!!! must give public apology. if not he will beat my fat tummy. =P

went to the dentist. to check up on the crowning. in the end, he found ANOTHER decaying tooth. now its on the right side of the jaw, due to the ex-wisdom teeth's impact. in case you dun know, the molar on the LEFT side of my jaw went through a series of dental visits for root canal extraction for the final crowning. hiaz. and he also had to get rid of the years of accumulated stains from coffee on the inside of my teeth. he was saying it was very "gao" and he sure was not very gentle. :( but he got them all out. and now the inside of my teeth is very white. i was telling my friend, if i opened my mouth in a tunnel, i could light up the passage way.

just a few questions i've been wandering.

what would you do if you knew your relationship was going to end (for an indefinite, unknown period of time), would you still pursue it?

would your parents forgive you for every sin you commit?

why does only Kwang Haw offer to take photos of me?

why do people who refuse to take photos like to put up photos of themselves?

why do people who like to take photos don't?

why is Japanese so discriminatory?

now that the warranty for my lap top is over, and my lap top is failing on me, should i consider getting a working one before going to japan?

do people who find me in japan in the future, only want to get free accommodation?

how can i finish my essay in the quickest time possible?

if i laid on my deathbed, would i have lived a satisfied and satisfactory life?

why am i so not prolific in my political writings? when all i do is whine about my daily life?

why do some like to walk past, while some others pop in?

why do some say i've "lost heart in paddling" when i've decided to retire from the school team?

how am i going to move back home?

should i take up the internship at civil service college?

when can i work at Kinokuniya? or Borders?

where am i going to get the money for a vacation in germany?

how can i make the people around me smile?