yeah! i got my laptop at last. sigh. its been long time coming. should have gotten it like last sem. everything would have been a lot simpler. ah well. at least its here. so happy. i can at least keep up with Dr Ethen Putterman and Dr Kripa from my PS lectures. they speak so fast. luckily i can type as fast. if only i could write as fast. then my essays wont be found lacking of pertinent information.

but i do hope i wont fall into the insidious trap of MSN-ing, or mindless surfing, or reckless downloading, or anything related that would distract me from my work. if the laptop is for anything, it is to aid me with my work, not hamper me. so i decided to keep a zen approach for my laptop. no downloads. no msn chatting (although my msn will be turned on if i need desperate help). no net. anyway, with all the work that has suddenly appeared like the way age has caught up on me, i can be assured i may not even have the time to boot up my lap top. haha!!!

i love positive people. they are the encouraging ones. the ones who will listen to you and wont judge you. they are the ones who will cheer you and make you look at the brighter side. they are the one you want to be with when you are down. and with these people, you want to make the effort to be like them. cause being angry and upset, and worse, staying angry and upset will only hurt the ones closest to you, and the ones who want to get close to you. one day, i will be like these people, when the negative thoughts or gremlins or devils whatever you may call it, are bombarding me with groundless, mind-numbing and esteem-dumbing calls, shrieks and echoes, i want to be stand firm, ignore them and pick myself up and carry on walking.