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i am super irritated with myself really.

went to the optrician. had an eye test. my degree went up! by a lot! and my astigmatism went leap-bounded up 100 points! argh!!! the guy was like, "your left eye is sooo off." i was like, stunned, and like wtf. what you mean by off??? i was quite scared. thoughts of gloucoma, or blindness or whatever disasterous eye conditions i could possibly have. and suddenly i visualized myself as a blind man with a white can needing people to guide me by my arm in order to cross the road. ARGH! i got really frightened there.

sigh. so now, i will have to change my lens. on my way back home, it suddenly occurred to me that i may need to change my contatct lens too! argh! another 200 dollars down the drain! cos i just bought a years supply just 2 months ago!!! crap. i got so angry with myself for not taking care of my eyes. and then again i wonder what could have caused such rapid degradation? a sems worrh of studying? or is it staring at the computer too long? or it may be my current contact lens which has no astig. argh. too many possibilities.

and so in my frustrated mode, i decided to go on retail therapy. well, i was at queensway, so let the auntie in me unleash her fury!!! muahaha!!! anyway, i spent 50 dollars on a new pair of nike aqua shoes, cos my current one has sprung a hole in the right toe, and has ceased to function properly as a supportive aqua shoe. i like my shoes by the way. but i foresee many many people coming to me to criticise them. either for the high cost, or the lack of fashion sense. ah well, for me it was simply about time to get a new pair, and for me, it really means, just do it. felt a little better. and now i am more confident that with my new pair of aqua shoes, we will win this week ends' competition! muahaha!!! beware the nike aqua shoes.

oh, and one more thing. my mom finished making me a paddle bag! haha! i was so happy. i know that many people have derived the joy of making their own paddle bag. i just want my mom to as involved in my desolate life as possible i guess. also, i am just really lazy and cant sew for nuts. the cutest thing that my mom made was a seperate bag for my butt rest! muahaha! i almost wanted to wake my mom up and like kiss her. but shes already sleeping, and i am not the kissy sort of son. and the butt rest case is of the same material of my paddle bag! so matching! the only problem is carrying it cos, they are seperate and not that convenient to carry them both simultaneously, but i shall try by best to do so!
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