ganbatene, baka inu
shant say that much about the results. i did okay. guess i got what i deserved. good enough to justify all the hard work. bad enough to justify all the lack of it.

there's not much point in dwelling on it so much. sure, it may not feel that good when you hear someone else do better than you, and you may feel a little better about yourself when you hear yourself do better than someone else. i heard so much about both sides, and experienced both emotions. its only natural. but at the end, really, who cares right? the sensation was but a fleeting moment, and the score is but another full stop in the never ending story of your life.

after a good day of exercise, to relief all the pent up frustrations, i guess, its time to lay all my burdens to God and lay my head to rest. the heart will sing, and the mind will soar, and tomorrow is going to be another day to conquer.

had a good swim too. after a very long time. alex was supposed to swim too, but he pang seh me to save another friend. isnt he the noble sort? haha! indeed. ah well, and so in the end, i same a good 40 laps. need to start preparing for my life guard refresher course in july, when it will be swim, swim and more swim. woo hoo.

in the evening, met up with shiying to test-run the csc camp's fright night. was there to be a test subject, a scream-o-meter. it was fine. was not that scary. alot of darkness, a lot of loud noises. oh, and i got hit in the face by a flying teddy bear tied on a string. ah well.

ended up quite late. they were doing debrief. i realise that it is quite hard to do a fright night. but it can still be done. it needed a lot of make up and a lot of props. i remember alex is in charge of his arts camp fright night as well. all the best to him and his project! hope it will turn out to be a success.

and so this marked the end of another long, exciting, not that fruitful day. the books on my shelf remain untouched. i have GOT to get down to reading them.

random quote of the day:

"Ooooh. Ahhhh. Get out."
--Andrew Dice Clay's impression of a one-night stand.

ciao!
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