hey peepz! this is going to be griping entry. haha!

anyway, i went for my driving test. and sad to say, i failed again. sigh.

shall not go into the nitty gritty details. too embarassing to divulge really. just: fierce tester, falling ill and tired and case of a nervous wreck. really, all the mistakes that i never committed i actually did it! argh. first time strike curb in vertical parking. when i normally throw caution into the wind, i was marked down for being too slow. hmm. mistakes to learn from i guess.

and to think i was getting confident, cos after the warm up, the instructor told me that if i drove like i did then, i should be able to pass. even yesterday, when i had a revision lesson, the instructor told me the same thing. haha! ah well. murphy's law.

what irritated me was that during the test route, when the tester told me to take an unexpected turn, i knew in that instant that i failed. and from then on, the feeling during the drive back was just crushing. one of the worst feelings. better than losing a db race. but still terrible nonetheless.

ah well. i am well accustomed to failure anyway. its just that i am just not accustomed to failing TWICE. haha! maybe i will strike it lucky the third time round?

today shall be my day of mourning. should feel better after i take a long long nap.

thanks to all those who wished me well, and thanks to all those who called to comfort me. i felt a lot better after that. thanks y'all.