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hey peepz!

how do i know that i must be really bored? well, this is my fourth enty in three days. i MUST be really bored. actually, its because i am cooped up at home desperately trying to recover from this lingering sore throat that i am suffering. its torturous, having to consume lots and lots of water, lozenges, panadol, chuan bei pi pa gao and anything i think can help me recover faster.

whenever i fall sick, i get really really frustrated. because, i keep getting reminded (okay, this is going to sound really himbotic) that my body is wasting away in bed. i can literally feel my hard earned muscles (or at least whatever little i have on me right now) are withering and dissolving in distrophy? knowing that my comrades are still already working hard for the next season; afraid that the next batch of juniors might be tougher than me. ooo... i hate the juniors even before i met them. haha! nah. i am just frustrated that i am experiencing a long long period of inactivity and it has been three days. i guess i shared some of the same sentiments as some who profess they miss the water. i too, am missing my paddle.

its that time of the year again, when hopes and expectations start afresh. reading alex's pain in choosing his modules, echoes my own when i look at my infinite choices of combinations. so many plans, so many schemes are running through my head, that i cant sleep properly at night. probably excited at the thought of returning back to school. ah well, what is a nerd like me going to do? all i know, is that the next sem is going to be way way tougher than the last two, because the modules that i am interested in taking happen to be in the "higher difficulty" levels. i just hope that i can muster enough psychic energy to channel my efforts into doing the right things at the right time.

ah well. choices, choices, choices. somehow i relish in the thought that i actually have some control, of some sort. haha! i need to see counsellor, to address this mad need for power and control.

anyway, so many things have happened around the world. mostly, the coverage of the london bombings and the nkf saga. maybe i would like to add a little more uncommon knowledge. the world pool championships held in kiaoshiung, Taipei was won by a 16 year old kid, who has overcome previous champions in the likes of earl strickland, francisco bustamante, johnny archer and last years champion alex pugulayan to clinch the highest honous in the world of nine ball pool. it was a great game that was... ah well.

hope everyone is fine.
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