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hey peepz!

i had my first driving lesson in 6 months today. haven touched the wheel since the day i failed my driving test. and realised that i am still going to fail the next one. but i was quite glad that today, at least, i did not buang the car, considering how long i rusted. my next driving test has been booked. and it will take place in 2 weeks. will i see another F staring in my eyes? oh dear. the guys are so going to laugh at me. i am laughing at myself already.

it feels alittle wierd not having to go for training. it just feels wierd not doing any physical exercise. i thought i was falling ill. felt like something was coming over me. a sense of dulled lethargy perhaps. and all these just because i did not exercise. sigh. better start runn9ing soon. or else turn fat like lin hui.

speaking of lin hui, he decided to pop by my place in the evening. was so nice to see him back again. came over the tokked alot of cock. felt like the ns days all over again. sharing his experiences in imperial college, uk, sharing my experiences in dragonboat. just glad to see a good friend alive and well.

the things that he shared, made me a little envious. the whole life is greener on the other side and stuff. the things he did (lots and lots of self gratuious sex, haha! kidding) and the places he travelled to (he joined the hiking club). made me feel that i am missing out on somethings. the things that i would love to do. the things i wish i could do. well, it has been working out nicely for the last year, that i wanted to row a dragonboat. so i am not really complaining. i am just wondering, what do i want to do in the future as well? so many things i guess. a few of them imclude participating in a marathon, a biathalon and a triathalon. others include reading all the books in my house. another is to get onto the deans list for at least one sem. maybe another, inspired by weiming, is so perform a convincing "cobra." wished i have more fashion sense. want to get a driving license. go back packing in europe. converse in japanese. help out the poor in a foreign country. go to student exchange programme. have a REAL good nights rest. be more charming, be more sociable, have more steadfast friends. living a decent, honest life, one that i wont regret. get married to a girl from sdu, have really intelligent kids who can play the violin and love tennis and pool and maybe row a dragonboat, and of course to retire rich. i dun need fame. i just wnat the money. i want to organize my room for once. and i want to change my glasses cos i swear, i am losing my sight.

shall start on fulfilling one goal today. tidy up my room.
1 Response
  1. jUL_ Says:

    it's weird! haha.

    yup, at the end of the day, all our efforts will be worth it.
    for you reap what you sow.