its unofficial, i have mood disorders.
was studying mood disorders in psychology ten minutes ago: it is a class of psycohlogical disorders involving disturbances in mood states. its a medical condition. its not my fault that i am always depressed. haha!! thats another factor in faulty thinking that leads to depression: the attributional style of "internal versus external" where i blame everyone else in the entire whole wide world, all except myself. increased in stress also induces increased vulnerability in depression. that means anything that stresses me out pushes me closer to the edge of reason. so what stresses me out? deadlines. stressed out people. bad service. cockroaches. not achieving personal aims. emotional baggage. sitting alone already depressed. people who treat me like a wash rag. okay. now, that just gets me angry and upset. but i guess they just fall under the "stress" category right?
anyway, i got this from someone else's blog:
i think i want to be left alone.
to just live in my solitude till at least the 30th?
but i am selfish..
can you be there when i need company?
i want the same. but maybe till the 4th of May can? when my own exams finally end? i am in the words of somebody else when i ask why he is studying so late: "desperate." but i just hope i dun end up sleeping on the floor like a guy and a girl that i know. or lose sleep like another girl.
bwahaha!! time to go back and study?
was studying mood disorders in psychology ten minutes ago: it is a class of psycohlogical disorders involving disturbances in mood states. its a medical condition. its not my fault that i am always depressed. haha!! thats another factor in faulty thinking that leads to depression: the attributional style of "internal versus external" where i blame everyone else in the entire whole wide world, all except myself. increased in stress also induces increased vulnerability in depression. that means anything that stresses me out pushes me closer to the edge of reason. so what stresses me out? deadlines. stressed out people. bad service. cockroaches. not achieving personal aims. emotional baggage. sitting alone already depressed. people who treat me like a wash rag. okay. now, that just gets me angry and upset. but i guess they just fall under the "stress" category right?
anyway, i got this from someone else's blog:
i think i want to be left alone.
to just live in my solitude till at least the 30th?
but i am selfish..
can you be there when i need company?
i want the same. but maybe till the 4th of May can? when my own exams finally end? i am in the words of somebody else when i ask why he is studying so late: "desperate." but i just hope i dun end up sleeping on the floor like a guy and a girl that i know. or lose sleep like another girl.
bwahaha!! time to go back and study?