hey peepz! its 445 in the morning. and yes i am actually awake at this insane, inhuman hour. my mind is getting numb so i decided to blog a little while. and especially since i am seldom at this hour. let me recount the story slowly.

i was studying with alex and jul at the usual spot in the evening. alex was flapping his arms wildly like a bird (penguin?) trying to learn the aerodymics of the plane wing in the fluidity of air. well. lets just say he looked preetty farnee. kept sniggling cos he really looked like a penguin trying to fly.

saw jul in her state of stupor, with her head pressed on the table and under the hood of her team nus jacket. she slept only 2 hours last night.

i was getting saturated too, so i decided that it was time to go back. got my sister (she's sleeping in my bed as i speak), and the three us went back to pgp, while alex took his bus back home. back at pgp, had a nice chat over soup. i always felt it nice whenever i have ann around, cos its seldom i see family, and shes the closest i got. and its always comforting to know whats going on at home. well, as far as i know it, its the same as when i left it. i talked a lot though, behaving the fool i always have been. can never be as humourous as gm though, but i guess, i do have my own mc brand of humour, no matter how pathetic it is! haha!!

we left after a while, and just as i was about to get started on my stats, dear ol' daryl called. wanted to chat. i knew that he was going to be on the verge of a breakdown, for him to actually call me. that means, he is really desperate. haha!! so i went to his room and started to chatting with him. well, same old topics: studies and how his B pluses were not getting him anywhere, and gf problems, and heart matters. its always nice to hear him complain, cos he says it in such a comic way. its like hes genuinely frustrated, but he always has this hidden smile somewhere. and i will always smile back, knowing that he will always get past the hardest problems and come out well, even if his well is not good enough for him. but he will be happy soon after. hope he finishes his paper soon, and that he stops complaining how his B pluses are not good enough. i would kill for his grades. at least when alex got his B plus for his cognitive essay, he was happy. oh, but when he announced he got an A plus for his literature presentation, he was simply over the moon, beaming brighter than the moon on a cloudless night. so happy for them both.

and i actually fell asleep on daryls bed for 15 minutes!!! and i woke up to "there could be miracles" on daryl's lap top realising that i needed to get back to my sister who was studying in the seminar room waiting for my return.

and so i did. did not really cover much though, cos the longer i stayed awake, the harder it was to absorb. i could not go to sleep, because i was waiting for my supper. so i waited, tired, hungry and groggy. well, gm was supposed to get me food from holland village. but he called back to tell me he forgot. so they went to fong seng to get nasi goreng. waited for about an hour more... ( i am not ge gao. its just a factual statement.) and now i just finished my food, the gang left for bed, and i dun want to go back to sleep because i am now full, and sleeping will only make me fat. its now 5 am in the morning. and i can feel my biological clock in bits and pieces, wrecked by a conscious effort to push my own physical and mental limits. a headache. two dry eyes. and three statistic questions. hmm. should i stay awake till 6? or should i pack and retreat?

i need to wake up and secure my favourite spot again. hate for it to be usurped by anyone else but me. haha!!! its rainin now, maybe i should get into bed, which i need to share with my sister. oh sigh.

oh well, good morning everyone!