finally, some time back. exams are finally over. the reasons why i studied and slaved all the way for 3 months. over. done. past tense. but yet if feels so surreal. so many thoughts running through my head. a feeling, that i wont do well. no As... maybe not even Bs...

after the paper, met up with darryl. he started moaning about how he wont be able to get As and A pluses. haha! funny guy. worked hard. hope he does well, cos he deserves it. and he's going back to camp to work through the holidays. at least he gets to be with his gf everday (she works there with him). haha!!! finally, some time for them to be together.

the point for me at least is, are the As really that important? then it begs the question is USP that important? or even dragonboat? or even university for that matter. sigh. another one of those comtemplatory moments.... i mean, there were many many times, i just could not motivate myself to study. maybe there isn't a reason strong enough? so why am i here? for the future? hmm... okay zip it. the philosophical questions are way over my head.

benson ang called just now. he's back from australia. glad to know he's back for the hols as well. was chatting with him on the phone, listening tell me all the australian stories, how life there is so much more relaxed. how beer is the water there. how making friends are so much easier when he was drunk. i heard its easy to lose your virginity there. i wonder if benson... hmm... still, glad to know one friend is still safe and sound and alive.

okay, now that the exams are done. what now? oh yah. pool.