"he who learns but does not think is lost; he who thinks but does not learn is in danger."

i like confucius. he is so practical and yet idealistic. He's intelligent and wise for his time. i wonder if i can be like him, all smart and holy. but first i have to finish the damn essay about him. suddenly he dun look so holy to me anymore.


"i think that all mysterious figure would be revealed in the end. It is onli a matter of time. To a large extent, it is up to you. Whether you are able to accept him to enter your life and break you. This person is often quite unexpected, so be prepared for him. But the impt thing is not to let him go so easily due to your fears."

that's my first letter since whenever. i was so happy. i love letters. there's something intimate and personal about words. they may not be entirely accurate cos they are usually idealized in our own heads. but therein lies the challenge to interpretation (and also freedom for fantasies).

well, thanks for the letter. i appreciate the opportunities to know you better, cos i do want to know you better. there's something in you i would like to learn from. so i hope you will accept my intrusion into your life. i want to learn of your insecurities and i want to tell you mine cos i think we both need to bewail the world once in a while. its nice to know one more understanding person.

don't you think?