think i am falling sick.. always staying late in school till 10.. then go home and stay on msn till 2... haha! something is so wrong with this picture. should like abstain from the net. but if i abstain from the net, i can't blog. and if i can't blog then it defeats my purpose of reaching out to the world. actually the main reason is msn. maybe i should just abstain from msn. but i only just realised the value of chatting. oh dear. more worries, more troubles.
i know this girl. i want to go out with her. but yet, i dont feel anything. as in i am not moved my strong sweeping passions. i don't feel that i can't live without her. i don't feel earthquaking excitement. i just feel glad. i just feel expectant. i just want to see how much more i can get my passions by being with her. how much do i have to feel before i am qualified to ask her out?
i got an A- for my King David essay. i am so happy. at least it offsets the B- for my writing module. i worked for a week on both essays. now i have 3 days to do 2 essays. i wonder what grades God has in store for me this time round.
sigh, a friend expressed his love for a girl who rejected him. its been some time ago. he din tell, i din know, and i still teased him. it only goes to show how much we haven't talked. he's the horse, i am the snake. we talked all the way home all the time in the past. now, we don't. school, work, training. now its as if we are living our own lives where our venn diagramm circles dun overlap much anymore. i feel i let him down. i was not there when he needed to talk. sorry.
but we promised to grab each other and spill the beans if need be right? you better. or i will punch you, kapisch?
meglomaniac. selfish. attention seeking. kiam pah face. romance prone. sex averse. ego. be loved than love. long kisses. close sister. best friend. emotional void. 42-6. ego. 24 hour mc. top five in pscyh. probably a genius. two people in your life. seeking new girl. negative confidence. photogenic. ego.
interesting character dun you think?
it will always start out well. then plateau, then it will start dropping. how can i keep it up there? will it last? or am we just going to be utility to each other? like disposable underwear. i have really high hopes for you. but even higher hopes for me.
i know this girl. i want to go out with her. but yet, i dont feel anything. as in i am not moved my strong sweeping passions. i don't feel that i can't live without her. i don't feel earthquaking excitement. i just feel glad. i just feel expectant. i just want to see how much more i can get my passions by being with her. how much do i have to feel before i am qualified to ask her out?
i got an A- for my King David essay. i am so happy. at least it offsets the B- for my writing module. i worked for a week on both essays. now i have 3 days to do 2 essays. i wonder what grades God has in store for me this time round.
sigh, a friend expressed his love for a girl who rejected him. its been some time ago. he din tell, i din know, and i still teased him. it only goes to show how much we haven't talked. he's the horse, i am the snake. we talked all the way home all the time in the past. now, we don't. school, work, training. now its as if we are living our own lives where our venn diagramm circles dun overlap much anymore. i feel i let him down. i was not there when he needed to talk. sorry.
but we promised to grab each other and spill the beans if need be right? you better. or i will punch you, kapisch?
meglomaniac. selfish. attention seeking. kiam pah face. romance prone. sex averse. ego. be loved than love. long kisses. close sister. best friend. emotional void. 42-6. ego. 24 hour mc. top five in pscyh. probably a genius. two people in your life. seeking new girl. negative confidence. photogenic. ego.
interesting character dun you think?
it will always start out well. then plateau, then it will start dropping. how can i keep it up there? will it last? or am we just going to be utility to each other? like disposable underwear. i have really high hopes for you. but even higher hopes for me.