i feel gladder. and more calm now... after the last few days. it has been a really hectice and heart pounding two weeks. so much things to think and do.
Prof Nerney just turned my Paper 2 essay inside out, and very subtlely insinuated that i got my concepts wrong, and suggested a new thesis. I.e. MC, please write your entire essay again. I dun care if you took 2 weeks to think and do it, i am giving you 5 days. see you at class on tuesday!
bitch.
so there went my entire weekend. and it did not help that i had been having 5 hours of sleep, in an attempt to go to school and study, only to fall asleep all alone on the benches. this is super unproductive. i need resolve! i need determination! i need more coffee.
and so, my rants and rave shakes the world around me. it shakes my world at least.
DB is tough. really. but i like it. Teddy has been training really hard on off days. i think he is a great role model, getting up early to study and going the mile to do extra training. i want to be like him, i want his never say die attitude.
i cant seem to find the time. i am always reading, and sleeping, and worrying, and getting my essays thrown back at me demanding to be redone. how to do extra training?
alex is also working very hard. for his psychology. he's got his entire month planned out. and he's juggling arts mc and dragonboat as well. he's aiming for a 5.0 cap. he's got guts. but i still can't help feeling he's setting himself up for disappointment. still, they are good expectations. its not so much whether or not you hit the mark as it is you hit as high as you can, most probably beyond your current abilities and even if you do miss, you get up from the fall and carry on. i am not smart. but guomin says qin2 neng2 bu3 zhuo2. the piano can cover the table.
speaking of guomin, i have only come to recently realise that this dunman-victoria, chao ah beng who believes he has the looks of brad bitt, the wit of tony blair and the stomach of moses lim, a romantic soon-to-be computer engineer is really very humourous. whenever i look at him, i really want to laugh out loud. he has the countenance of an ernest school boy. big eyed, cute dimples. looks like puss in boots in shrek 2. when he "tries" to act serious, he always ends up looking like he's parodying some love scene and making it going all wrong. haha!!! i thinks he's talented and should try for show biz. he's corny and witty, coming up with all the lame jokes man. he's my kind of guy. at this point he will think that i am onto him.. (oh... hoho... if only you knew, gm.... *evil grin*). No lah. i mean, he's the sort of person i'd like to hang around and listen to him crap. like alvin chow kiat and kenneth koh. i always believe that people who knows how to use puns and lame jokes are a rare breed to human beings that are always under appreciated by mainstream society. he's the sort that should get any girl he sets his eyes on. so go for it brother. im sure if she's the one, she will enjoy your every pun. just pick up your guts from the nearest buchery, stuff them inside your stomach and keep asking her.
good night baby. i love you lots. (not you gm, you wish.)
Prof Nerney just turned my Paper 2 essay inside out, and very subtlely insinuated that i got my concepts wrong, and suggested a new thesis. I.e. MC, please write your entire essay again. I dun care if you took 2 weeks to think and do it, i am giving you 5 days. see you at class on tuesday!
bitch.
so there went my entire weekend. and it did not help that i had been having 5 hours of sleep, in an attempt to go to school and study, only to fall asleep all alone on the benches. this is super unproductive. i need resolve! i need determination! i need more coffee.
and so, my rants and rave shakes the world around me. it shakes my world at least.
DB is tough. really. but i like it. Teddy has been training really hard on off days. i think he is a great role model, getting up early to study and going the mile to do extra training. i want to be like him, i want his never say die attitude.
i cant seem to find the time. i am always reading, and sleeping, and worrying, and getting my essays thrown back at me demanding to be redone. how to do extra training?
alex is also working very hard. for his psychology. he's got his entire month planned out. and he's juggling arts mc and dragonboat as well. he's aiming for a 5.0 cap. he's got guts. but i still can't help feeling he's setting himself up for disappointment. still, they are good expectations. its not so much whether or not you hit the mark as it is you hit as high as you can, most probably beyond your current abilities and even if you do miss, you get up from the fall and carry on. i am not smart. but guomin says qin2 neng2 bu3 zhuo2. the piano can cover the table.
speaking of guomin, i have only come to recently realise that this dunman-victoria, chao ah beng who believes he has the looks of brad bitt, the wit of tony blair and the stomach of moses lim, a romantic soon-to-be computer engineer is really very humourous. whenever i look at him, i really want to laugh out loud. he has the countenance of an ernest school boy. big eyed, cute dimples. looks like puss in boots in shrek 2. when he "tries" to act serious, he always ends up looking like he's parodying some love scene and making it going all wrong. haha!!! i thinks he's talented and should try for show biz. he's corny and witty, coming up with all the lame jokes man. he's my kind of guy. at this point he will think that i am onto him.. (oh... hoho... if only you knew, gm.... *evil grin*). No lah. i mean, he's the sort of person i'd like to hang around and listen to him crap. like alvin chow kiat and kenneth koh. i always believe that people who knows how to use puns and lame jokes are a rare breed to human beings that are always under appreciated by mainstream society. he's the sort that should get any girl he sets his eyes on. so go for it brother. im sure if she's the one, she will enjoy your every pun. just pick up your guts from the nearest buchery, stuff them inside your stomach and keep asking her.
good night baby. i love you lots. (not you gm, you wish.)
i always had that niggling suspicion of someone oogling at me during DB training but even though I always turned around to find MC giving me a look best compared to that of a sexually deprieved cat, I did not think it was him, despite his so-gay look. but HOW WRONG i was...now that i have read his blog... I mean, to look at me is one thing, but to call me 'BABY'??? Com'on....I told you, u're not supposed to call me that in public....OOPS! hahahahaa
Actually wrote a comment, but it din appear...nvm, must show the never say die attitude...try again:
I always have that niggling suspicion of somebody oogling at me during DB training, especially during water session where I am half-naked showing my hidden pecs (haha). But despite the fact that every time I turned around and I find MC staring at me with a look best described as similar that of a sexually-deprived cat, I did not once suspect him. Ok...so he also look gay, but I mean....i thought gays are at least good-looking....hahahahahah...(combo hit!) Anyway...i mean...to be liking me is one thing lah, but com'on, MC, you called me 'baby'??? Din i tell u not to call me that in public? oh...OOPS! hahahaha...ROCK ON!
Not GM