i finally begin to see the usefulness of blogging. i claim i have no social life, or rather, i claim to reject social life because i have simplified my life to Arts, USP and Dragonboat.

yao expressed his sadness when i said this. and i express mine. i do feel i lack some things. but yet i have made this conscious choice because i see some things worth of value to me in this. you guys may not understand why, but let's just put it as i am a sadist and am out to put myself through hell.

i will explain myself over the course of the next week excursions into internet land.

so up until now, please my freinds, be contented to know i am still alive.

hence forth, this blog will be my first and foremost form of contact with those i know but whose name i am beginning to forget because i do not see you guys often enough.

please do forgive me in my actions. but please say hi when you see me. cos i tend to zoom past people in my rush to go to 1. the canteen 2. my lessons and 3. the central library.

so all in all, after 21 years of existence, after learning some really important lessons, after knowing the wrong choices i made, i hope i am making the right choices now.