hey peepz! its a new monday. a new school day. have things become different? felt like something momentous passed, but only for that a fleeting moment. was it a dream? felt really surreal. my monday passed like every monday, contemporary political ideologies lecture, how technology works lecture, uncertainty lecture. everything happened like it used to. but i knew something had changed, but i could not lay my finger on exactly what...

just saw the video on MR500 done by James. loved it. was searching on the net for the results in the day, because i wanted to know how fast we rowed. it was all revealed in the video... 2 mins 16.72 seconds. i was stunned. i believe it was the fastest timing in the entire race. and when the picture of our dragon head crossing the line first, with a clear cut victory, i was still in shock... it was so surreal. i felt a bitter sense of joy. and a happy dap of angst. an unreal outburst of emotions smothered by a million and one thoughts in the mind.

i am just glad. so many blog entries of congratulations, so many more of thought provoking points. and some non-present ones of silent acknowledgements. i am just glad.

a moment of intense glory. a day of rain. a lifetime of memories... for better or for worse.

i wished i was stronger. i wished i could change things. i wished life was the way i planned it. i wished... will come up with a wish list after exams...

right now, my psychology textbook sits patiently like an obedient dog, waiting for me to stroke its book spine, to pat its cover, to flip its pages. and like all my other memories, i have added another footnote at the bottom of my journal of life.