hey peepz! its 3 in the morning, and i am super super super tired... but just want to make a quick summary of my day today. let me recount my steps backwards.

i was on the internet trying to search for how "fuse" works in circuits... and all i have been getting is the "electrical safety" crap instead of the standard physics answers i am searching for.. i gave up... my tutorial is like half empty... sigh.. feel so short-circuited.

was up in wenya's room again, to check if she's okay. her right foot is out of the bandage, her pus is still oozing. disgusting... haha!!!
but i made a few friends... namely minky, giffy, wormy, octopus and wenya's best friend, moo-ee. if you guessed correctly, they are all stuffed animals... funny how some people's preoccupational stage lasts so long... (in case you dun know... the preoccupational stage, according to the psychologist piaget, is the stage of the child from 2 to 4, that is characteristed by animistic thinking, ie.. inanimate objects have a life.) but i am not surprised really... sometimes i talk to my imaginary friends, john and mary. haha!!!
well, glad to know she's better now. can row for the race.

was studying with alex at arts. introduced some msn games to me... damn... was this close to getting addicted...

had dinner with wenya, jul and alex. nice coincidence. learnt that jul is very predictable. and wen can eat from the yong tau fu stall for a year and not get sick about it... hmm... and alex and i are now sotong heads... hmmm... apparently because my head round like sotong, and alex blur like sotong. haha!!!

was having project group meeting with vai and mel. learned that the piano pieces from final fantasy is DAMN NICE!!!! i want the sound track!!!

had lessons, blah blah blah.. okie. the end. nightz!

oh. yeah one more thing. think that jiahe, our cap is very concerned about some of us and how we are taking with regards to the race. to the juniors out there, i hope we can all think things through and come to our own individual resolutions, and make renewed and refreshed promises, and draw up rejuvenated plans. i understand what it means to stand on the shore now. i will be making my own secret plans now.
cap probably had the toughest time trying to arrange the boat, with sooooo many considerations to think through over and over again. i dun believe he suka suka did it. i am sure he has killed billions of brain cells, and sacrificed alot of study time, personal time, and sleeping time to get through this, to try to fit together a boat whose will and desire to win, is commensurate with the chances of acutally winning. he looked really tired that night, and i was just imagining the ordeal he had to go through, the many voices in his head, and the many opinions from the team. so, lets all support our captain, and support the team, and most importantly, support our friends!!! i may not be in the ivp team, i may feel sore about it, and although there will always be this evil part of me hoping that they will not win simply because i am not in it, i recognise that its not right, and not worth it. i really hope that the 19 of them in the boat will win, and we can all be happy together as a team. i hope that whatever races we are in, we all will fight our best and try out hardest. cos, to me, nothing is more important, than breaking through our own mental barriers. and from an advertisement, the only adversary is ourselves.