its 340 in the morning, waiting for my hair to dry. so decided to blog a while. went to alex's blog and saw the gm collection. no wonder he was approached to be a model... he can so model for like children's apparel or something like that.

anyway, it was PQ's and Yoke's birthday, and we had a nice dinner outing at swensen's at holland village. well, happy birthday again to both of you. hope you guys had a memorable evening.

it was a very very bad day for me though. was in the law corridor the whole day, as i did not have tutorials today. i wanted to finish typing my part of the report for my technologies project, but i ended up sleeping on the bench half the time. it was either because it was too hot, or humid, or it was just after lunch, or i was just tired, or fatigued. everything was just wrong. the environment was just wrong. its not that my friends have any fault, but i had so many people dropping by to say hi, do a little catching up, sit and study for a while, laugh and joke, and then leave. and right after one leaves, another comes... and the cycle recommences. in the end, i was just plain exhausted. had to go for pq's birthday, but i cant complain about that. the thought of not going did seriously occur, but i would be damned if i did not go.

the same problems still weigh heavily in my heart, and if you should see me down and moody, you dun have to worry about me so much. its just my disposition to be moody and depressed. i am fine. i am struggling, but i am still surviving. i will get through the challenges that face me yet.

all i pray, and hope and wish, and desire and am desperate for, is just some peace. some peace for me to focus on what needs to be done urgently, what has to be completed. i just need peace. so almighty God above, i pray for peace. amen.