red alert! red alert! another drepression out pour coming up!!!
but before that, i want to say i love my blog skin, EXCEPT (being the techno-idiot that i am) that it has no comments portion. kinda miss people commenting. especially stupid comments by stupid people. haha!!! i know you (you know who you are) cant comment cos there is no way to!
anyway, went to the piano ensemble concert with ZX to watch our dear friend merv play the piano. i was very tired. slept in the first half. ZX could only shake his head in resigned smiles. then after that, he treated me to a latte and i managed to stay awake throughout the second half! so proud of myself. the concert was nice. very musical.
merv was playing a duet with a girl that he has been in secret liking for a very long time. dunno if she knows. but the thought of them playing a duet together, face to face, when the guy is so madly and deeply in love with the girl. yet, they cant be together. awww... so sweet... it breaks my heart.
then kena caught in my usual wave of depression. i always thought i could have been on the stage playing a peice of my own too. i took up some violin, and i stopped. i tried the piano and i stopped. even the recorder was of no permament interest. i could have been a virtuoso. i could have been a genius, i could have been...
but look at me today. just got back another test. this time its the statistics one. 20/40. it sucks. big time. not anywhere near the mean. if anyone wants to use me as a point to why you should be happy with your own "shitty" grades, please do. i am just happy that i can help any of you feel better about yourself.
yup thats it. i watered down the vulgarities through countless mental editing. its more because i am too tired to think.
oh. just want to say, that jason, gm, alex, juliana, wenya and i went for supper at feng seng last night. interesting outing i should say. never saw gm and jason so despo and friendly at the same time. poring through the countless photos of the db girls team in wenya's ibook. amy, chiuli, shiying... ah well... it was really interesting. wenya kept laughing hysterically at gm. juliana kept rolling her eyes. jason tried to memorise their names. gm. well, gm was just gm times 10. alex was tired. i was amused.
i can just imagine what is going to happen in the future. finally, the gap between the girls team and the guys time are closed up a little bit more. soon, we will see gm and jason hanging more and more frequently with the girls. you think?
but before that, i want to say i love my blog skin, EXCEPT (being the techno-idiot that i am) that it has no comments portion. kinda miss people commenting. especially stupid comments by stupid people. haha!!! i know you (you know who you are) cant comment cos there is no way to!
anyway, went to the piano ensemble concert with ZX to watch our dear friend merv play the piano. i was very tired. slept in the first half. ZX could only shake his head in resigned smiles. then after that, he treated me to a latte and i managed to stay awake throughout the second half! so proud of myself. the concert was nice. very musical.
merv was playing a duet with a girl that he has been in secret liking for a very long time. dunno if she knows. but the thought of them playing a duet together, face to face, when the guy is so madly and deeply in love with the girl. yet, they cant be together. awww... so sweet... it breaks my heart.
then kena caught in my usual wave of depression. i always thought i could have been on the stage playing a peice of my own too. i took up some violin, and i stopped. i tried the piano and i stopped. even the recorder was of no permament interest. i could have been a virtuoso. i could have been a genius, i could have been...
but look at me today. just got back another test. this time its the statistics one. 20/40. it sucks. big time. not anywhere near the mean. if anyone wants to use me as a point to why you should be happy with your own "shitty" grades, please do. i am just happy that i can help any of you feel better about yourself.
yup thats it. i watered down the vulgarities through countless mental editing. its more because i am too tired to think.
oh. just want to say, that jason, gm, alex, juliana, wenya and i went for supper at feng seng last night. interesting outing i should say. never saw gm and jason so despo and friendly at the same time. poring through the countless photos of the db girls team in wenya's ibook. amy, chiuli, shiying... ah well... it was really interesting. wenya kept laughing hysterically at gm. juliana kept rolling her eyes. jason tried to memorise their names. gm. well, gm was just gm times 10. alex was tired. i was amused.
i can just imagine what is going to happen in the future. finally, the gap between the girls team and the guys time are closed up a little bit more. soon, we will see gm and jason hanging more and more frequently with the girls. you think?