warning: explicit material.

i am experiencing a big stomach ache. had it ever since i woke up!!! sigh... din go to shit though, cos i wanted to rush down and book a seat at my favourite spot at my favourite place. unfortunately the exact spot has been usurped by an earlier bird, and i have to settle for the next best worm. ah well...

then i went to the toilet and sat there for like what 15 minutes? and nothing. aboslutely nothing. my stomach continued to pound, but my anus like the ineffecient factory work produced no shit. literally. to make matters worse, some guy in the cubicle next to mine started smoking!!!! so there i was on the toilet bowl butt naked trying to push something out of the end of my bottom, while sucking in the cigarette filled smoked. gasping for air, creating nothing. in the end, i concluded that it was not the shit stomach ache, but a no-shit stomach ache (pardon the lack lusture vocabulary here. i just dunno how to describe things), and so i left, utterly dissatisfied, aboslutely miserable and totally wasted. not to mention the minutes i felt i have lost due to the second hand cigarrette smoke.

one thing that made me a little happier though, was that i went to co-op and bought a new cap!!!! woo-hoo!!! apologies first to my anti-cap campaigners, but i think i am just going to stick my tongue out to you all on this one, and this with a big smile, its a grey clima-cool cap from nike. unfortunately, there is only one clima-cool cap around. and it had to be grey. if i had a choice, i want it to be either blue or black. but ah well, beggars cannot be choosers can we? my main aim was to get a clima-cool cap. when i checked out the addidas shops, i literally feel in love with their own clima-cool caps. until i saw the strap behind. i insist on velcro, but theirs was some complicated system of straps and plastics. so, no. no. no. i want the convenience of having to adjust my head, because it can get quite big on some days. hehe.

and so, here i am, typing this entry with a new nike cap on my head. and i must say, i love it. the great thing about this cap compared to my blue nike sphere cap, is that it is a lot lighter. my sphere cap is heavier, but the colour is just me. the new one, is lightweight, and i will wear it for training. for now, i am going to season my new cap, till it becomes part of me.

cant wait to see the shock faces of my anti-cap campaigners. should have bought ear plugs, cos they are going to scream.

anyway, i went to suntec with PQ, alex and mel. on a top secret mission, i dunno what. but thats not the point. the main event was that we went to thai express and had some good food there. a tad over the budget but guess its worth it.... i wonder if thats the cause of my no-shit stomach ache.... and during the course of dinner, it never fails to incorporate the laughter and bitching characteristic of our dear Mel and PQ. and oh course alex who did not know what a penguin was. ah well, what to do. a bunch of entertaining idiots. idiots, but entertaining nonetheless. and they are my friends.

yesterday was a what i would call Lemony Snickett's series of unfortunate events. had a few chats with a lot of people... and at the end of the day. as i lay slumped on my bed, curled up in a ball and looking at the fan blades turn about above me, all i felt was a little depressed. okok... there is no such thing as a little depression for me... it was quite depressing. just shocked about what happened, disappointed at how things turned out, and worred about the future. would have asked some friends over for company, drink soup and have some light hearted chat... but i was too tired. besides, i was in my flimsy boxers and was too lazy to wear my pants, or call them, or make soup, or even talk.

i was blogging for a while, but i found my entry incoherent, and myself falling alseep on my keyboard, so i quickly made haste in switching everything off, and fell promptly to sleep.

had a wierd dream though. here are some snippetsm, maybe my psychology/fruedian friends can help me decipher: the db team was preparing a race against ntu and we gathered on dry land; i was running to meet the team but was lost and running in slow motion; saw from afar, a couple kissing, wanted to go closer, but turned around because i became frightened thinking the girl was a vampire sucking the life out of the poor guy; a fish shop selling fishes, and telling myself i hate fishes and why people bother to rear them; a bunch of dancers prancing about; i did a leg split, and was amazed at how my groin did not hurt; i ran, frightened and thinking i was being chased by the two vampires, and reached the team in time; only to be shocked by something i forgot, and opened my eyes to see my sun lit room. its morning. and i have to go to school.